Well, to explain the two pictures about me being a pervert is quite simple and complicated at the same time. My recent divorce was a casualty of my love of all things erotic and pornographic. Essentially I love the female form, it amazes me with it's soft lines and irresitable beauty. My ex could not understand that just because I wanted to look and watch didn't mean that I wanted to cheat and I couldn't express it any better. As I've gotten a little older I've realised that It's nothing to be ashamed of, it's not abnormal and it's perfectly natural. The community here @ deviantart has really helped with this. Being open and unabashed feels good to the core. I now have a girlfriend who accepts me for who I am and even enjoys looking at erotica with me. I am truly a lucky man for finding her and begining to rediscover who I really am, the man I left behind and forgot about all those years ago.